Because it's 1:30 and I got another mid-exam on Thursday

somehow, we're an owl

“I’ve found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said “Journeys end in lovers meeting.” What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said “love is blind”. Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there’s another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas’, the worst Birthday’s, New Years Eve’s brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I’ve been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can’t swallow! All the usual symptoms.”
--- Iris, The Holiday
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“Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do, give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are. And that pain you feel? That’s life. The confusion and fear? That’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.”

--One Tree Hill

It was raining and I was stuck in the traffic for 2 hours all I can do was thinking about the past and listening to this song...

Let’s pretend baby
That you’ve just met me
And I’ve never seen you before

I’ll tell all my friends
That I think you’re starin’
And you say the same to yours

And oh, we’ll dance around it all night
And then I’ll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
And nothing comes out right

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?

But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

I’ll call you in three days
Not too soon, not too late
And I’ll ask your roommate if you’re home

You call me on Thursday
And we’ll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And oh, I’ll hold your hand when we drive
And we’ll lose track of all the time
And we’ll tell everyone
That we ain’t never felt so alive

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?

But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

We’ll fall disgustingly fast
And we’ll stop hangin’ out with friends
And they’ll be so offended


And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?

But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

Let’s just fall in love again

So, let’s just fall in love again

--Let's Just Fall in Love again,
by
Jason Castro
♥

Ayo bakar diri sendiri

Merasa seperti kayu bakar
Tugas-tugas dan pelajaran seperti abu
Kayu bakar harus dibakar biar jadi abu
Saya perlu api-nya......

Praktikum Anatomi, 2.0

Hola amigos! wawuu, udah lama yang gue nggak nge-post ; ) sorry for the lack of updates, been busy with college stuff, even reading Sobotta while writing this

anyways,
Hari Jum'at kemaren adalah kali kedua gue Praktikum Anatomi, and we were working with cadavers! oh wee. Quite excited, and can't wait to enter the lab. Diluar kita foto-foto gitu terus diliatin sama senior, hehehe, maaf ya kak, gini nih kalo mahasiswa tahun pertama, masih norak!
; P

Terus kita masuk deh ke lab, dan ternyata cuma ada beberapa cadaver gitu, dan kelompok gue bukan termasuk kelompok yang beruntung bisa langsung dapet, jadi yaudah deh kita kerja sama preparat basah dulu (organ-organnya udah dikeluarin dari cadavernya) seperti biasa Pryta jadi gurunya. Woo-wee, susah bangeeeettt! Dasar gue goblok abis belom baca Sobotta (atlas anatomi) jadi gue dengerin dan nyatetin disitu.
Oh iyaaaa, ada kejadian goblok. Jadi ceritanya temen gue penasaran gitu mau kedapetan cadaver, jadi pas mas-mas petugas lab dateng dorong cadaver dia narik-narik mas-mas itu sambil bilang. "Mas-mas, sini aja mas, sini aja mas." Terus yaudah, sama mas-nya kita dikasih cadaver itu. Pas cadaver udah di depan mata, satu kelompok diem, bingung mau ngapain. Sampe salah satu temen gue bilang. "Oke, ayo kita mulai..." hahaha baru deh kita mulai ngambil petunjuk praktikum. Terus temen gue bilang lagi. "Ayo mana gasternya coba?" (gaster itu lambung) pas kita buka perut cadavernya..... loh kok nggak bisa kebuka? "Lah, ini masih ada omentum major-nya?" (omentum major itu kayak lemak di perut gitu) kita semua bingung kan. "Ini cara ngeliatnya gimana ya?" yaelaaaahhh, ternyata cadaver kita belom kebuka!
Ah sial, lagi-lagi kita akhirnya harus belajar pake preparat basah dulu -____-

Terus kita latihan pake model, diajarin senior. Gilaaaaa susah susah susah susah abis abis abis gila gila gila. I'm doomed, people!

Hmmm, habis gitu belajar lagi diajarin sama kakak senior pake cadaver. Seniornya baik banget deh, seneng gue : )))

Overall, seneng aja akhirnya praktikum juga, walaupun gue tersendat-sendat banget belajarnya. Harus nyemangatin diri sendiri deh biar belajaaarrrrrm, grrrrr!

wish me luck, peeps
♥