Somewhere along the lines

I've graduated today.

Feeling so happy, lucky, it feels like someone lifted the weight from my shoulder. Yet I felt sad. I looked around the room trying to memorize these faces I know. We're not really a close batch. Every people in this room have their own 'comfort zone' and trying to avoid talking to some people but, somehow, these faces I know, these people, are the ones that are walking with me this past three years.

We'll go our separate ways. I'll stay in Jakarta while some are leaving.

Maybe I am sad knowing the fact that I'll stuck here for other 7 long years, maybe I'm sad because I'm not gonna see these faces again in September.

We're not gonna be 'angkatan 12 SMA islam Al-Izhar Pondok Labu' anymore, we'll be 'angkatan 12 alumni SMA islam Al-Izhar Pondok Labu' the word alumni feels so...... i don't know. weird?

We wont be studying in the same school again.

Now that is weird.

I get used to these people. I laughed with them, and sometimes I hate them. There are times when I'm feeling really bored of high school and wanted to leave it, ASAP. But when I opened the envelope this morning, reading the word: dinyatakan LULUS, I said to myself, "Am I really leaving high school?" there are too much memory here, somehow, I can't just leave it all behind.

But hey, life goes on. If I have to leave high school, so be it. I AM GRADUATED PEOPLE! I'm more happy than sad. No, not just happy, I felt relieved. Yes, I felt relieved and happy. Sad is another thing ; )

What I'm saying is, angkatan 12, somewhere along the lines of life, we'll meet again. Entah itu di acara reunian, kawinan temen, 7 bulanan (hehe), we'll meet again someday, I believe it.

So these people, nothing can erased them from my memory. There's this tiny place in my heart where I'll keep those memory of high school, and there's this part of my brain that rewinding it.

I love you, people.

goodbye, au revoir.

good luck

mucha suerte

te queiro mucho ; )