Whoaaaa!

So I accidentally remembered about this blog and guess what? people are commenting on my posts! Wooop, sooo happy : D

sorry for the lack of update, medschool is a battlefield... battlefield... battlefield.... : )

Praktikum Anatomi, 2.0

Hola amigos! wawuu, udah lama yang gue nggak nge-post ; ) sorry for the lack of updates, been busy with college stuff, even reading Sobotta while writing this

anyways,
Hari Jum'at kemaren adalah kali kedua gue Praktikum Anatomi, and we were working with cadavers! oh wee. Quite excited, and can't wait to enter the lab. Diluar kita foto-foto gitu terus diliatin sama senior, hehehe, maaf ya kak, gini nih kalo mahasiswa tahun pertama, masih norak!
; P

Terus kita masuk deh ke lab, dan ternyata cuma ada beberapa cadaver gitu, dan kelompok gue bukan termasuk kelompok yang beruntung bisa langsung dapet, jadi yaudah deh kita kerja sama preparat basah dulu (organ-organnya udah dikeluarin dari cadavernya) seperti biasa Pryta jadi gurunya. Woo-wee, susah bangeeeettt! Dasar gue goblok abis belom baca Sobotta (atlas anatomi) jadi gue dengerin dan nyatetin disitu.
Oh iyaaaa, ada kejadian goblok. Jadi ceritanya temen gue penasaran gitu mau kedapetan cadaver, jadi pas mas-mas petugas lab dateng dorong cadaver dia narik-narik mas-mas itu sambil bilang. "Mas-mas, sini aja mas, sini aja mas." Terus yaudah, sama mas-nya kita dikasih cadaver itu. Pas cadaver udah di depan mata, satu kelompok diem, bingung mau ngapain. Sampe salah satu temen gue bilang. "Oke, ayo kita mulai..." hahaha baru deh kita mulai ngambil petunjuk praktikum. Terus temen gue bilang lagi. "Ayo mana gasternya coba?" (gaster itu lambung) pas kita buka perut cadavernya..... loh kok nggak bisa kebuka? "Lah, ini masih ada omentum major-nya?" (omentum major itu kayak lemak di perut gitu) kita semua bingung kan. "Ini cara ngeliatnya gimana ya?" yaelaaaahhh, ternyata cadaver kita belom kebuka!
Ah sial, lagi-lagi kita akhirnya harus belajar pake preparat basah dulu -____-

Terus kita latihan pake model, diajarin senior. Gilaaaaa susah susah susah susah abis abis abis gila gila gila. I'm doomed, people!

Hmmm, habis gitu belajar lagi diajarin sama kakak senior pake cadaver. Seniornya baik banget deh, seneng gue : )))

Overall, seneng aja akhirnya praktikum juga, walaupun gue tersendat-sendat banget belajarnya. Harus nyemangatin diri sendiri deh biar belajaaarrrrrm, grrrrr!

wish me luck, peeps
♥

I miss you much much much

Last Saturday I went to have lunch with my friends; Salwa, Rissa, Icha, Linda and Gigi at Fish&Co, the food's pretty great as usual and we have lots of talk. I miss talking with my friends and have a laugh with 'em. So, yaaay for last saturday! it was a very great day : )

Stories

I wish I have stories to tell, but I don't-- which a shame, because this post's title is Stories. Anyway, life's being a roller coaster ride as usual, have to be awake till 1 AM last night, working on some assignments and have exam on Friday, at 8 AM! And being such a procrastinator as always so I haven't even started making some mind maps.
By the way I'm currently reading The Misteryous Benedict Society, by Trenton Lee Stewart.

it is a series too!

This book has Series of Unfortunate Events' style astonishing problems, and the children centered form which I like, I always love novels with kids' adventures like this one, I actually wishing that I'm the main character of that book, being involved in such dangerous condition, carried a big mission. woo-wee, life would be exciting!

Have I told you that Jakarta's being a nice friend lately? I know I know, people are always complaining about Jakarta. The neverending traffic, pollution, uncomfortable mass transportation et al. But I'm seeing Jakarta from a different point of view right now. Besides, the weather's nice these days, with rains every evening. Ah how I love rain and the smell of the grass after raining, smells better that Chanel No. 5 ; )

1. Your name : NRANP

2. Age : 17

3. Location : Jakarta, Indonesia

4. Date of birth (or just your age, ha) : 1101

5. Fandoms besides footie : Jonas Brothers! Jamie Bell!

6. Club(s) you support : MANCHESTER UNITED TILL I DIE! and (sometimes) Real Madrid

7. Favourite players from those teams : Vidic, Giggs, Neville, Scholes, pretty much everyone

8. Favourite players from other teams : Pepe Reina, Lionel Messi, Nicklas Bentner, and Fabio Cannavaro

9. Club(s) you would never support. Ever. : Chelshit

10. How did you get into this baller mess? : since 5th grade

11. How did you discover ONTD_FB? : buli, google, very random

12. Best football memory : CL final 2008, ManUtd v Chelsea the one when Darren Fletcher score, Euro 2008

13. Worst football memory : CL final 2009, Condfederation Cup semi 2009

14. Your hottest players : IKER CASILLAS FERNANDEZ, duh! and Nicklas Bendtner

15. Your 'Wouldn't-even-hit-it-with-a-stick' players : Didier Drogba&Carlos Tevez. ugh

16. Guilty football pleasures? : fanfic-ing ♥

17. Craziest football-related thing you've done : screaming que viva espanaaaa! in disneyland, while riding a roller coaster, screaming que viva espana everytime I feels like it

18. Thighs or abs? : abss

19. Super WAG, y/n? : i actually wanna be one lol

20. Pasty white angels or Orange hunks? : Pasty white angels?

21. Piqué/Ramos Hot or Not? : YES and KINDA

22. Current music crush : Owl City

23. Favourite singer/band/group : JAMES MORRISON

24. Guilty musical pleasures? : Jonas Brothers

25. Your life in a song/video : Fireflies

26. Favourite celeb overall :

27. Describe your ideal woman and man : Iker Casillas

28. Favourite social network (FB, Twatter, LJ, etc.) : Twatter, please!

29. Your fave fashionista/fashion icon : ugh

30. The designer piece you'll never get but still ubber WANT : Marc Jacobs!

31. Favourite clothing brand (High Street & Designer) : H&M, Zara, Proenza Schouler

32. The country/city you want to live in : Paris, France or Manchester, England

33. Favourite telly show : True Blood! Grey's Anatomy

34. The fictional characters you'd love to be real : Bill Compton, Elmo

35. Childhood crush : Michael Owen

36. Favourite Old School Disney movie : Winnie the Pooh

37. Was that too long? haha : nopey

38. Yourself in 5 words :I'm your future doctor, people!


originally from ONTD_FB♥

This Will Be A Post Without Picture

Hola, it's Sunday again. Sunday means coming back to real life for me as me and my family moves back to my Grandma's house. Since I started college a month ago I stayed here during weekdays. I usually come back home to Cinere on Friday after college, and moves back to Tebet every Sunday. Gah, it's tiring, really. It's like a group of birds moving in certain season.
Anyways, one of my friend's leaving for Perth today, Anisha. I kinda lose contact with her since we didn't go to the same English class anymore, but we're a great friend, because when we meet again about 2 weeks ago we just can't stop talking! I'll miss you Ashaaaa ♥
Also I have this phrase that I love: Med school is a battlefield. The truth is, it is. Here, everything is a competition, even though it isn't. I really don't realize it (and don't really care about it) but some of my friends do. Well not really those whose close to me. But those book freak kinda person who think everybody is their competitors. Hey, chill! I'm here not to compete, dude! I don't want to either. So yeah, wish me luck surviving this jungle a.k.a med school.
cheerzo! ; )

Reasons

to celebrate my 100th post, reasons why should/shouldn't I have my own flat (bahasa Indonesianya: ngekos. ini englishnya agak agak maksa haha)

Why shouldn't I?
1. I'll miss my home, my bed, my dogs, not to mention tons of books and dolls.
2. I can ask my Dad for money when I need some
3. I won't have this high speed connection internet anymore.
4. I can't watch DVD
5. I'll miss my Mom's cooking.
6. Akan kehabisan kue-kue sisa lebaran.
7. I cannot spend much time with Mom&Dad.
8. I won't see Iker everyday : (
9. I can't go to Senen after college
10. and that means bye bye to Atrium too
11. Simply, because home sweet home

Why should I?
1. Learning to stand on my own feet.
2. Learning not to "mbak this mbak that" whenever I need something.
3. Learning to control my money.
4. Get to know my friends
5. and seniors
6. I can study more, dirumah setiap mau belajar pasti adaaaa aja disuruh ini itu.
7. Focus!
8. Because of this high speed internet all I can do is tweeting!
9. It's close to my college.
10. TIDAK CAPEK! Kalau dirumah sampe rumah bawaannya super ngantuk dan capek, pengennya tidur, belajar juga ga bisa soalnya ngantuk. Kalo di kos jalan juga ga sampe 10 menit, masih bisa belajar belajar dikit pulang kuliah.
11. With tons of assignments and exams sometimes I need my friends to study together.
12. Dirumah=berisik!
13. Dirumah=ada-ada saja gangguannya
14. Dirumah=bawaannya pengen tidur
15. Di kos nggak ada TV, seenggaknya gangguan berkurang satu.
16. Di kos=bisa mandiri, no that's not mandi sendiri.
17. Di kos=beresin kamar sendiri.
18. Did I mention, di kos=nggak tergantung sama mbak? I did? okay then
19. Banyak makanan enak!
20. Kebersamaan sama temen-temen sesama anak kos, kemaren makan bareng aja udah seneng banget : )
21. Kompak sama temen-temen, karena sesama anak kos jadi derita lu (kadang-kadang) derita gue juga.
22. Bahu-membahu sama teman-teman
23. Simply, because I am tired of all this busway ride thingy, you have to try that by yourself otherwise you won't know what it feels like. Try to study from 0800 till 1500 then stand all the way to harmoni central, then to Senen (with Jakarta's famous traffic jam!) and from Senen to Kampung Melayu, after that, hop on to the nearest bajaj, and after 8-10 minutes you'll get home. It takes 2 hours or more (on busy hours) to get home from college, however, it's only 2 minutes from college to kos-kosan.


so, please re-think your decision. thank you.

another goodbye

read this and this first before you read my post

last summer, every evening I would ride the tube with my roommate Asti, from central London to Harrow. It was a long ride after a long day, and we would sit quietly on the moving train. Sometimes we would be so tired we couldn't even talk to each other, in those days, I would search for some paper to read, so does Asti.
One of the things I love about London is that they provide morning or evening free papers in every tube station, in The London Paper's case, every evening, you could see their vendors with its trademark purple fleeces in some strategic places.
I love to read, every morning I always grab a copy of Metro before hopping on the train, it was like my tradition. And on the evening, to finish my day I would read the London Paper. Believe me, these two papers are the ones that provide me with London news and with such informations I could be careful because sometimes, London can be so dangerous.
And now, knowing that The London Paper has stopped publishing, I don't know why but I feel kinda sad. I mean, I'm not even live in London, or even open its website everyday, but you know, when one part of your memory has gone forever, which you love that memory, especially that part, you must be sad, right?

so yeah, I'm sad because The London Paper has stopped publishing, they won't even tweet again!
because deep inside my heart, I want to go back to London, and when I do, I want to read this paper again

bye The London Paper, as soon as this global economic crisis ends, will you publish again?

I accept donation

this is the glass jar I use to save some of my money for Glastonbury 2011's ticket
hoping if I can buy the 180 pounds ticket by myself my Dad somewhat proud of me (haha!) and buy me the plane ticket. and that include backpacking too, so wish me luck! *fingers crossed

bye

good luck, AAP
see you when I see you
I'll miss you

♥
NRANP&Bobo

everybody loves me

JohnAlanBooth@anpss Very interesting blog. I am following you now, hope you can follow me too.

Nigmwa@anpss loving the list, except 13 , id go with Lord of the Rings.


i know, i love me too

yesterday. 20-09-2009

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

yesterday was Ied day, the end of Ramadhan month, moslems 'biggest day' of the year
I always celebrate it with my family.
but then I looked at the calendar, it says: 20-09-2009.
13 years, 10 days since my grandpa died
somehow, I wish he was here and celebrate Ied with us.
these days, I'd like to think about him
what if he was still alive?
what would he said about me, going to med school?
will he love my Mom's fruit salad?
which side of the couch will he sit while taking family picture?
I guess I just missing him sooooo much,
but I'm glad, at least I have my pictures with him
believe me, that keeps me alive : )

sharing

I'm making this lessons for life on my twitter. I didn't give it proper title, so I will, right here, right now.

ehm.

hello people, I'm making this lessons to live your life lively on my twitter. click here to read it, and follow me if you want to know more lessons!


have fun reading it!

Feels like an adult

Hello from under the moon.

It's been a while since my last post because I'm using tumblr more often these days.
I'm officially a med school student right now, it's.............. fun.
No, believe me, it does.
I love my new college, friends, and I really really can't wait to learn some things medical, because right now I'm studying med law. ugh
trust me, it's a pain in the ass.
I mean, Good Lord, that's why we hire lawyers!
Well, I do have to know some law and stuff, but I want to get over it ASAP!

I will stop now before I'm blabbering about useless things

btw, I'm writing this at Senayan City, while working on my assingments with my study group. Surrounded by yummy food stall, approximately 45 minutes to break fasting time

Welcome to Med school

so far so good

can't wait to learn more

wish me luck! ; )

To the memories that will never fade away

went to my Grandma's house again yesterday. because we did all the cleaning on Sunday, yesterday was like arranging the furnitures and taking out some stuff out of the cabinet and shelf.

to be honest, there are a lot of things I don't know that y Grandma kept in her house, especially my Grandpa's old room. My maid was cleaning my future room while I wandering around the house and decided to take a look at my Grandpa's room. It's still messy because no one ever cleaning it after all this years and I picked an old chocolate box beside the door and took it to my Grandma.

I opened it like opening somekind of treasure box. The first thing I saw was my Grandpa's picture (I called him Bapak) and his sallary receipt. And then there's this little book which is Ibu's (my Grandma) from her friends during the war. Her friends told her to be strong, be a good teacher and they're all hoping that someday, this country will get its freedom.

When my Mom came, we took some of the furnitures inside Bapak's room out, and that is when I found his old photographs. My Bapak was a captain that time, he specialized in making ammunition that's why he's like chemistry genius. There are pictures of him with the Japanese and Netherlanders and when he's going to San Fransisco. My Bapak looks so..... young and brave and healthy there.

But then Mom finds this album when he died. He died on September 10, 1996 just 7 days before his birthday. I was 4 at that time and I don't remember anything. I just remembered my Mom going to Halim Perdanakusuma airport to picked up his body because he's dead in Madiun, his hometown. Then nothing.

I don't want to remember Bapak being dead. I want to remember him as a good soldier, dad, and grandpa. I still remember when he made our house's number sign, or when he took me for a walk in the evening and he would bought ice cream for me, or another time when he went to the market and brought a little bike for me. I was very happy at that time, I have everything I need because of Bapak and Ibu. I would do everything to turn back time, if I can, to the times when my grandpa's still alive.

I hope he was here, see me grew up, see me in High school and graduated. See me enter med school, see me head over heels for a boy that's not even notice me, see me with my friends, see me knowing my true friends are, see me fighting with my Mom and Dad, and I really wish I had the chance to tell him that I love him, that he actually is the gift God ever gave me (along with my parents and Grandma). I want to tell him that he's the best Grandpa a child could ever have : )

Those are the times when I really really miss my Grandpa I would cry myself to sleep. Last night, I did. I never missed my Bapak like that before, maybe because the memories came back to be visually, by pictures.

I prayed for God to give him the best place in His heaven, and I want Bapak to see me from up there, being a person you always wanted me to be.

I love you.

I miss you.

Bye bye.

PS: I cried again while writing this. Happy?

To the end of the road we'll be

Tomorrow I'll get my driving license. so happy and excited, yaaay!
therefore, things that reminds me of college life makes me nervous. Like on Sunday we were going to my Grandma's house to cleaning it, because I'm gonna stay there, and I was like, oh Gosh I'm going to be a college student. See, it was funny at first, because I never imagine that someday, I'll leave school, have this 3 month gap from studying and BOOM! I'm going to college. Now that sounds scary. Me, in college.
One thing in my mind right now is: How exactly will I going to my uni in the morning? there are to options:
A. by transJakarta or B. bring my own car.
Problem 1: i'm moving to my grandma's house, which is faaarrr far away from my friends's house, which I can go to college with if I wanna take the TransJakarta. Problem 2: 1st year students weren't allowed to bring their own cars. Shit!
Good Lord!
What should I do?
But there's always plan B: take TransJakarta from my Grandma's house!
But even plan B has its own problem: TransJakarta from my Grandma's house will take me around Jakarta before I can reach my uni.
Why life has to be full of crap?
And I'm the (not really) only one that has to deal with this kind of crap?!
okay, if I don't wake up early tomorrow, there'll be another crap in my life so, goodbye and goodluck.

Jadi kacang jangan lupa kulitnya

Batik Tribe-Indo yo ey

Deep inside my heart, I'm very proud to be Indonesian. Despite all of the crisis, bombings, and other bad things about this country. There's no place like home ; )

Tomorrow's headline

Today I went to Yayasan Jantung Indonesia's event. I don't know the name but it was fun! There's this table decorating competition and cooking class with Pak Bondan Winarno and food tasting of course ; )
The foods are great. I love the salad, and can't wait to make my own home-made Paella.


PS: Stay healthy crunchies!

PSS: I don't know what to write and actually I want to put some pictures here but then Giuseppe's become..... Giuseppe. Slow, stupid Giuseppe, so ttyl and like I said, Stay Healthy!

I'm too young to fall in love

Long time no see, bitches-padahal kemaren ngepost-

hmm apa ya? oh iya hari ini, 4 juli 2009 anak-anak UI udah mulai masuk kuliah loh, OKK sebenernya namanya. Gue juga kurang tau sih itu kayak apa cuma mungkin kayak OSPEK gitu kali ya, dan mereka ada latihan paduan suara buat wisuda.
If you're asking about me? gue baru akan mulai perkenalan tanggal 27 Agustus, yaitu masih 23 hari lagi dari sekarang, tapi 23 hari akan terasa sangat cepaaattt. Lagipula gue masih harus ngurus buat pindahan ke rumah Ibu (nenek) di Tebet. Masih harus beres-beres dan yang paling penting beli perlengkapan perang! Karena selama setahun gue akan make baju seragam khas mahasiswa tahun pertama. Terimakasih..............

My mood? calm. Setelah beberapa hari yang lalu mengalami shock yang teramat sangat, gue udah cerita semuaaaaaa ceritanya dari awal banget sampe akhir banget sama temen-temen SMP yaitu Nispus dan Cindy, terus terakhir sama Ola, dan itu rasanya legaaaaaaaa banget banget banget, kayaknya semua beban gue terangkat dari pundak deh (lebay)
Yang jelas sih gue nyesel banget iya, dan yang pastinya NYESEK banget lah woooyyy, tai babi stereo deh kalo gini caranya hahaha, tapi setelah tadi cerita dengan ketawa-ketawa gue udah bisa menerima (padahal udah bisa menerimanya udah dari dulu banget hehehe) dan yaudah lah, kalo jodoh gak kemana ; )

apa lagi ya? hari ini akhirnya beli catokan! belinya di Mayestik seharga 200ribu saja, dan bagusnya pas baru dicolok udah langsung panas. Terus besok gue mau ke Trisakti ditemenin Cindy naik busway, dan kayaknya habis itu mau ke Senen membeli baju buat kuliah.

Hiiiii kuliah! Bayanginnya aja entah kenapa gue serem sendiri. Takuuttttt : ((( beneran deh gue takut setakut-takutnya. Takut seniornya ga suka sama gue, takut ga bisa ngejar tugas-tugas kuliah, takut salah nyuntik orang, dan yang paling parah...... GUE TAKUT SAMA MAYAT!
gile men, ngeliat jenazah kakek gue aja gamau, gimana jenazah orang lain, dan apalagi gue harus ngubek-ngubek jenazah itu?! God please help meee!
Gini deh, gue pengen banget jadi dokter, pengeeeennnn bener-bener pengen banget deh, cuma gue suka takut sendiri aja. Gimana nanti kalo gue salah? Gimana kalo obat flu ketuker sama obat panu? Gimana kalo orang panuan berobat sama gue malah panunya sebadan?! Gue takuttt banget karena pada dasarnya gue ini memang penakut, panikan, suka ga bisa ngontrol diri, dan kalo udah semuanya gue bisa tau-tau ngejerit sendiri! Kan gak lucu aja kalo lagi mikir di ruang operasi tiba-tiba gue ngejerit karena gatau mau ngapain.

Oke, jangan panik. Masa muda masih panjang.
Gue harus yakin gue bisa mengatasi segala urusan gue selama 7 tahun mendatang. Gue siap ga pergi-pergi selama 7 tahun mendatang.

Oke, gue gamau.
Gue mau umroh, gue mau nonton Glastonbury, gue mau ikut summer course........

YANG JELAS GUE MAU JADI DOKTERRR!!! huhuhuhuhu i want it soooooo bad! bismillah...... kalo ada kemauan pasti ada jalan.


Oh iya, speaking of which: GLASTONBURY. probably the most amazing music festival on earth. Gue ngebayanginnya Glastonbury tuh kayak Woodstock gitu, orang dateng berbondong-bondong dari segala penjuru dengan tujuan yang sama: seneng-seneng melupakan segala urusan duniawi sambil jejingrakan menikmati musik yang mereka suka. Orang-orang ini rela bayar 180 pound ataupun kemah di kubangan lumpur asalkan mereka bisa nonton musisi yang mereka suka. Tapi menurut gue, akan beda rasanya nonton Mark Ronson di Glastonbury, di tengah cuaca musim panas London yang lembab, daripada di sebuah klub di New York. Kayaknya kalo di Glastonbury suasananya tuh lebih semangat, lebih berasa, lebih seruuuu!!
Karena itu gue pengen banget, dan dari sekarang gue udah siapin mental. Siap mental gak keramas 3 hari dan tidur di tengah kubangan hahaha. Tapi walaupun begitu pasti Glastonbury akan jadi kenangan seumur hidup yang nggak bakal tergantikan deh!


oke, sekian dulu. Masih menunggu notebook yang akan dinamain BOJANGLES WARWICK SANCHEZ. kapan ya? mungkin nanti, ketika segala tetek bengek perkuliahan udah beres.

night night crunchies!

love, R